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Name: KaTiE
Location: Chicago, Illinois, United States
Birthday: 12/17/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: My Boyfriend, Friends, Music, Dancing, Singing, Partying, and drinking!
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AIM:  OoKaTe MoNsTeRoO
Member Since:
1/9/2006
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| So this is the time of you I really hate the most. The only think I look forward to is christmas music that plays on 93.9 . It always makes me feel happy, and warm inside. I don't even put my iPod on, cause christmas music is just so amazing. Some people call me crazy for always listening to it, but they just don't understand.
Growing up in the Connolly house around the holidays was always the best. The whole family would get together and we would watch movies, play games, and just have a great time. Now that we are all older and have families of there own, no one seems to care much about it anymore. I can not recall the last time my entire family was together for a holiday. I listen to everyone else talk about there holidays and what they are doing and it makes me jealous. Last night was thanksgiving and I was supposed to go my aunts house with my mom to have dessert, but last minute my aunt called and canceled just when we were about to step foot out the door. I got so angry and mad, cause I thought families were supposed to see each other on the holidays. I always try and look at the brighter side of things, but there is nothing brighter on the side for me. All I want to do is start my own family, so I don't have to get all depressed around the holidays and I can start my own things with my OWN family. Even when I am home with mom, dad, Sean, and Paige. I feel as we are forced together to sit around a table and eat a meal. I don't say a word to my brother. We don't even look at each other. Its pretty much pathetic to see a family, who was once very happy around the holidays turn into, just another day.
I came home last night crying, cause a part of me is so empty inside. The only thing that does keep me happy is knowing my friends are home from school. But the one thing about that, is no one ever wants to do anything. Some people don't even pick up the phone to call someone to ask how they are doing. I am so tight on money right now, and it sucks soooo much! I have no money. Everything goes to bills bills bills. I am trying so hard to save what I can for future events and such, but part of me thinks it won't happen.
Well, I don't really have much to say anymore........so im going to lay in my bed and watch some CSI: Las Vegas.
-Katie
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| I came across this today, and I hardly am ever on it anymore. I guess sometimes I just get writing spurts when I do want to write.
Well, very positive things are happening in my life right now and I couldn't be happier. Ya, Im still depressed with how things went with mike, but I still have my head held high. Things always do happen for a reason, and sometimes they come out good or bad.
I am however going to the BSB concert with my darlings erica and mello tomorrow. We get to spend the night in a hotel, and just be wild and crazy girls. Well, not to wild and crazy cause we are old...or maybe just I am. Haha.
well, thats all i gots to say. peace.
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| you are all not going to believe who i saw last night!!
you want to know ask me!
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| i really don't like to write in here.
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